Monday, 5 September 2011

Im hurt...

Im not sure if anyone ever went through this situation but at this very moment, i am really hurt inside.
It's all because of The BF. I dont get it why when i like and want something, he never want to support me.. the way i gave my support. When he want something, i have to say yes but when i want something, he kept on saying things which hurt me instead. I really dont like this. Why cant he give the same support like i gave him. Why does he have to keep hurting me..
*sigh*
I dont feel like getting married anymore.. that feelings is gone.. no excitement anymore :'(

2 comments:

anaztasias nora aira said...

dear, what happen. be strong key !

Lady of His Heart said...

Nora.. ntah lah ye..
maybe im too sensitive
tapi hati mana yg tak sakit bila sentiasa terpaksa nak akur je perintah lelaki and keluarga lelaki..habis tu, kita ni tak boleh bersuara ke? asyik nak main support je. Penat lah mcm ni.
i bukan apa, ni tentang warna baju for reception belah i, i dah berjuta kali ckp i nak DARK purple with a mixed of turqoise. Dia selalu ckp Tengok lah dulu(dia ckp brunei lah hehe..nak tgk amende nyaaaa... kain jenis2 yg i nak, kena main tempah, bukan nya readily available here in Brunei. sedangkan baju2 yg ada kat Bridal shop d Brunei ni pun main tempah kat KL or Indon...mcm mana i nak show dgn dia. takkan kita nak tempah, dah org siap buat, lepas tu bila dia rasa tak suka, main reject je. takkan lah mcm tu. i just nak dia support i, mcm i support dia. takkan lah i nak cari colour yg tak sesuai dgn dia.

Lagi satu, For him, purple is assosiate with one of Brunei's most famous Penghulu before, and he's DEAD now. but he made fun of him everytime i told him about the colour purple just bcoz he(the late penghulu) wears purple(TOP TO BOTTOM) everyday. But aren't we suppose to respect someone yg dah meninggal?